nerves.

i do not understand how people can say the most rude hurtful horrible things and not even care at all.
tonight i was told that i am not an individual. that i am a follower. and shallow. and close minded. and not unique. and rude. and basically worthless.
who is he to decide what/who i am? who is he to say that i am not unique.
he didnt even care what he did to my feelings. he just said what he thought was right. and said that a lot of my friends agreed with him. and just didnt tell me.
did he try to be nice about it? did he care about what i thought? or how i would feel? no.
i defriended him on facebook. and deleted him from my phone.
i learned from my best friends that he is completely wrong. and that i dont have to listen to him. because he has no idea what he is talking about, and has no right to say what he said.
it is currently 2:59 AM. Jeff and Scott just left Bowen about ten minutes ago, after coming over to see me because of what happened.
I have the two best friends on the whole entire planet. no joust. among other people, without those boys, i do not know where i would be.
scott dropped what he was doing to come over. and jeff stayed up extra late.
just to come to bowen to make me feel better.
this summer is going to suck. no random people showing up in the middle of the night.
no hugs from them every single day.
no hanging out for hours on end every day.
im not at all excited for the summer. but i cannot wait to see everyone halfway through.