God Bless!

God Bless!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

indecisions.

Eight days. that's all. until we go back to Wayne.
I can't even remember the last time I was this excited for something. It's insane.
But, even so, I'm going into this year with a lot of stuff on my mind.
Some things that should be on my mind. Others, that should not.
This summer, I have gotten stronger in my faith. Especially in the last two months. I'm going back to school with a semi new outlook on life. and I LOVE it. I still haven't completely rid myself of the negativity I tended to have a lot of. BUT I'm getting a lot better.
Specifically, I have realized that I wasn't really living my life with the outlook that everything I do is for God, and God alone. That no matter what I do, I must try to glorify him in everything that I do. This summer, I have realized a lot about myself that I never knew before. I was just...living. Wasn't doing it for a purpose.
But now...I am. and this year at school I am going to try and act like that with everything that I do. Classes, Crusade, Friends. Everything.
This summer has been one of the most rocky ones of my life. So much has happened, and so much has changed. Without my friends....without my BEST friends. I never would have made it out so positively. Jeff, Jill, Bailey and Scott are without a doubt the four most important people in my life. And I dont know what I would do without them, but I know I definitely would not be happy.