revolution.

i think that i am probably one of the most impatient people on the planet.

im not going to lie. i am one of those people who sends texts a couple times if the person doesn't reply right away.

i hate waiting for people, things, stuff, food, time, anything.

which is why i think it is so hard for me to sit idly by and wait for someone awesome (a man, relationship wise) to come into my life.

i tend to base a lot of the worth of what happens in my life off of what happens with other people who are close to me.

its no secret of this, and i think that most people are aware of it.

i feel like that is one thing that i seriously need to work on, especially when it comes to trusting God to make things happen for me.

i dont like not knowing things, which is why it is hard for me to accept that i just have to go to God and trust him that he is going to provide for me everything that I need, whether it takes five days, five months or five years.

i am slowly realizing a lot of things in my life, and slowly becoming a better person because of this.

I owe a LOT of this to my best friends, Scott and Jeff. without those two men in my life, I would still be lost. In the short time that I have known them this year, i have found in them one of the best support systems i could ever ask for. These guys are always going to be there for me, no matter what happens, or what the reason i need them. I know that if i needed one of them at four in the morning, they would gladly be there as soon as they could. no matter what comes up and creates a roadblock for our friendships, those boys and i always make it through.

I can't say it enough. How much I thank God every single day for the people that I have been blessed with in my life, like Scott and Jeff.

My friends are my rock, and without them I would not be able to survive. Without them I could never have made it through this year.

Like when I had, basically, an emotional breakdown at the beginning of spring break, and Jeff was in Omaha, that was God. The way that the guys can sense when something is wrong, and when I need a hug or something, that's God.

This summer is going to be really hard, being away from them for so long. I am not going to be able to walk across campus to hug them or to talk to them when I am down.

I know now that God led me to Wayne State for a reason, and I am completely happy with the person I have become. This year has honestly been one of the best years of my life, and I sincerely look forward to becoming closer to Him, as well as all of my friends.